2024-07-18 09:43
- wants to talk. like we've set up a time on discord to talk. this makes me feel like i am the kind of person people should avoid. "he won't spend time to know you. he won't try to empathize with you, not really. all he cares about is his aesthetics and his art. you will just end up feeling used, just a aesthetic to added to his dreams. avoid this person." i could see - saying that to other people if our friendship decides to go more south. i do not enjoy hanging out with -. i don't like how - tries to be the focus of attention when other people are having fun. one might say - scares me because she reminds me of myself. mabye. i have been lying to - and myself that sometimes i'd like to hang out. that i could care for - - - - - house. it's just not true. i do not like - house. it feels dangerous there, and all the - - - don't help with that feeling.