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ERRRRRRR: script "breeding/title" does not exsist.
updated 2025-06-04

i am supishious of the the idea that i should "allow" myself to have kids because thats what i might emotionaly desire. evolution practically dictates that reproduction is what i'd want. systems which can be labeled as evolution work on the basis of, "whatever self propegates better, sticks around." systems which do not self propagate don't stick around. why should i create another creature. why should i create a creature which gets to deal with being alive, gets to deal with a sence hunger and desire, gets to deal with creatative exsitetialism, gets to deal with a survival insticinct, gets to deal with a desire for better things, get to deal with the desire to go hiking in the mountains, gets to deal with being alive.

the worst bit for me is how people expect childeren to just deal with being alive. "yo fuck you kid, your 15 now go get a job. time to deal with hate and danger." oh sorry, it's not my fualt that i want to stay alive, that i want to eat food, that i want to hang out with friends. all these desires, needs, and action patters in my body have been constructed by billions of years of natural ugenics. why is it my fault that i want your food. if i'm going to create a new creature then it should be a good fucking world to live in. no one's guna get me to breed for the next forever war.