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why do we need meaning

"The evolutionary bioligist says, the reason we develop hunger, is because the ones who didn't, died. If you don't have some sence of hunger you are not going to seek out food and you will die. So it just so happens that those who devoloped this feeling of hunger will be more likely to survivive oops: could not find "/words/meaning/and pass on their genes".: and therefore, hunger is part of our human condition."~

"such is meaning. say we have two societies. one which says, "i just dont' care. whatever man.", no intrest in having children, no interest in building socsieties, leagal systems, moral systems, they don't care, nihelists. that society will die out."

"the other society, which just so happens, even through delousion, just developed this inexplicable feeling, (and of cource this evolves over time and starts from the random mutation of ideas, that works on the genetic leve. this is called memetics). these people say "i can't say why, but i just have this drive, towards building a society, and engaging in legal justice and moral systems", these people are just simply more likly to survive. this society will pass on its genes, its traditions, more than the ones who don't have as strong of a drive."

"so what we end up with is this drive within us that we cannot explain, and yet we have it. so image what the magority of our evoutionary history was like. every day you wake up, and you did not know if you were going to have a roof over your head, you didn't know if you were going to have food to eat, every single day the game resets. this is their purpose, looking for somthing they think will fufill them, which they don't know if it will be fufilled."

"so what is happening today?! well now we've been given the money without the game, we've got houses, we've got food, (you can go to the grocery store and get whatever you want basically). so what do people do in the modern situation? they start intentionally doing things which are difficult. they start doing ice baths, they start excersizing, (they go to a room, just to physically exsert themselves, in order to build mussle and what not). why? because now adays we have the money without the game."

our evolutionary filtered circutery is doing overtime, its activating in a situation it was never exposed to. what is going to happen?

"ive talked about how these practices are in some way linked to a denial of death. oops: could not find "/words/meaning/your practices are how you find meaing".. what would this mean. it means that if you encounter other comunities, if you encounter other traditions, just by there meare exsistance, threten the truth of your calims: those traditions represent death, they represent nihelism, they represent the things which you fear. so what happens in a society that develops the kind of telecomunication technoligy whereby every single person opens thier phone, and by adiction you scroll through (every seven seconds) a new person: with new ideas: with diffrent beliefs: from all over the world. you think that might have something to do with the meaning crisis we find ourselves in? we've been told that whats happened is, "everyone's stopped beliveing in god, and now they're depressed, upset, and nihellistic." that's far to simple. dont' thyou think it could be the revolutionary changes that have happened to our society, even specifically in the case of telecomunication. the abilty to, often acidentally and unconsetually be confronted by traditions and people from half way across the world, that just remind you every single day, zing zing zing zing, that your truth is not the only truth, that the transendece that you trust in is completely subjective and personal. someone over there belives somthing totally diffrent and seams to be living the same kind of happy life: that i think is why people are stugling so much, its not just because "they're atheists". "

"notice, it could just be the case that, nihillism is true, and being a nihelist makes you depressed. Just because being a christian makes it so you will have more meaning in your life does not mean that it is true."

I would be much happyier if i belived that the halocost did not happen. but that is not the truth. it could just be the case that the truth will make us depressed. it could just be that our brain is not wired to deal with the full truth of reality.

this is why i don't want to be a human.

i truly do wonder if evryone is just playing a game of catchup, sience will reveal new things, and people will still hold on to what i see as mytholigies, stories, and lies: just to keep themselves happy.